2024-04-29

… lift up?

… lift up?



Oh Daddy, I now see the standard life

on Earth is meant to be a chance to grow,

in strength, and length, and wisdom, husband/wife

(relationships all-round - respected) so


as little kids grow up, we marvel at

their feats of prowess. They want us to see,

to look and join in, mark the “this & that”

they’re learning, and developing in. We


become official witnesses of stuff 

they need to pass to move up, or to rise.

We know that raising kids can be quite tough.

To raise offspring means discipline & sighs.


What isn’t often spoken of that much,

and often seems to come as a surprise,

is - what is meant to happen as they touch

maturity, then there will be demise


of sorts, that means we keep on rising up

in areas that are more “abstract”, yet

are needful if we’ll finish up our cup,

and earn the prize, and win love’s highest bet”!


Developing of grace, and patience too,

of perseverance in the midst of pain,

of holding on, and seeing that we do

what’s necessary, then do it again.


I NEED to handle disappointing things,

as well as those appointments to high posts.

The priv-il-ege that suff’ring only brings,

makes sense if we’re to end as more than ghosts.




*   “…since the time I appointed leaders over my people Israel. I will also subdue all your enemies. ‘ “I declare to you that the Lord will build a house for you: [11] when your days are over and you go to be with your ancestors, I will raise up your offspring to succeed you, one of your own sons, and I will establish his kingdom. [12] He is the one who will build a house for me, and I will establish his throne for ever. [13] I will be his father, and he will be my son. I will never take my love away from him, as I took it away from your predecessor. [14] I will set him over my house and my kingdom for ever; his throne will be established for ever.” ’ (‭1 Chronicles 17:10-14 NIVUK‬)


The Lord is a God who avenges. O God who avenges, shine forth. [2] Rise up, Judge of the earth; pay back to the proud what they deserve….

[7] They say, ‘The Lord does not see; the God of Jacob takes no notice.’ [8] Take notice, you senseless ones among the people; you fools, when will you become wise? [9] Does he who fashioned the ear not hear? Does he who formed the eye not see? [10] Does he who disciplines nations not punish? Does he who teaches mankind lack knowledge?

[12] Blessed is the one you discipline, Lord, the one you teach from your law;...

[16] Who will rise up for me against the wicked? Who will take a stand for me against evildoers? [17] Unless the Lord had given me help, I would soon have dwelt in the silence of death. [18] When I said, ‘My foot is slipping,’ your unfailing love, Lord, supported me. [19] When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy. [20] Can a corrupt throne be allied with you – a throne that brings on misery by its decrees?

[22] But the Lord has become my fortress, and my God the rock in whom I take refuge. (‭Psalms 94:1-2, 7-10, 12, 16-20, 22 NIVUK‬)


“Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, [15] that everyone who believes may have eternal life in him.’ (John 3:14-15 NIVUK‬)


“And I, when I am lifted up from the earth, will draw all people to myself.’ [33] He said this to show the kind of death he was going to die. (‭John 12:32-33 NIVUK‬)


“Therefore, since Christ suffered in his body, arm yourselves also with the same attitude, because whoever suffers in the body has finished with sin. [2] As a result, they do not live the rest of their earthly lives for evil human desires, but rather for the will of God. … The end of all things is near. Therefore be alert and of sober mind so that you may pray. [8] Above all, love each other deeply, because love covers over a multitude of sins. [9] Offer hospitality to one another without grumbling. [10] Each of you should use whatever gift you have received to serve others, as faithful stewards of God’s grace in its various forms. [11] If anyone speaks, they should do so as one who speaks the very words of God. If anyone serves, they should do so with the strength God provides, so that in all things God may be praised through Jesus Christ. To him be the glory and the power for ever and ever. Amen. (‭1 Peter 4:1-4,7-11 NIVUK‬)




2024-04-28

THe SeRVaNT oF YaHWeH*




Master YaHWeH 

has given to me 

a discipled tongue,

to sustain the weary.


Morning by morning, 

he wakens me.

Wakens my eyes to see, 

opens my ears,

like a disciple, 

disciple who hears, 

he instructs me now 

to win over fears.


He's been up before me 

his day has begun

I'm allowed to work with him

“like Father, like son”


His passion drives me on 

his sunlight it streams

I turned not to other suns

In lands of my dreams

I drank up his bitter cup,

not strawberries and cream.


Master YaHWeH 

has opened my ears;

I'm gladly his bondslave,

God's servant appears.

The Lord Yahweh 

thus gives words to say.


Morning by morning, 

he wakens me.

Wakens my eyes to see, 

opens my ears,

like a disciple, 

disciple who hears, 

I will respond and obey, 

though through tears.


I have done what he asked me,

I have not turned away.


When asked to do things 

which others would 

humiliate me for, 

I continued in the obedience 

of responsive love, 

for my relationship with 

my Master meant more 

than my relationship with 

those who would humiliate me:


I offered my back to 

those who beat me, 

my cheeks to those who 

then pulled out my beard; 


from mocking and spitting, 

I did not hide my face 

Because the Sovereign Lord helps me,

I scorn all their disgrace, 

(while not scorning 

themselves as

image-bearers of 

my Master & Lord). 


Therefore have I set my face like flint, and I know I will not (at the end, 

no matter what I must go through before

that) be put to shame


He who vindicates me is near


Who then will bring charges against me? 

Let us face each other! 

Who is my accuser? 

Let him confront me! 

It’s my Master 

Yahweh who 

helps me. 

Who will now condemn me? 

They will all wear out 

like a garment; moths will eat them up.”


Who among you fears 

the LORD and so obeys 

the word of his servant? 

Let the one 

who walks in the dark, 

who has no light, 

trust in the name of the Lord 

and on their God rely!


But now, all you who light fires and provide 

yourselves with flaming torches, go, & walk 

in all the light of your fires - do not hide

the torches you have set ablaze, don’t baulk.


But this is what you shall receive from my 

my helping hand: you will lie down and die,

lie up, in torment, and in pain° (until a gain 

is got from fear’s obey’ng

& love awaked, casts fear aside, 

somehow abides!)




*  [‭Isaiah 50:4-11 (NIVUK‬) (Hebrew & other English versions + see monograph Servant Songs by Henri Blocher)]


° another case where even 

  • God’s questions lead to answers, 

  • his curses lead to blessing, 

  • his discipline leads to wise & powerful choosing: 


e.g.        “If anyone would come after me, 

let him deny himself, 

take up his implement of un-agendering & painful death, and 

follow me, in my WAY forward!”

Jesus of Nazareth (Luke 9; 12; 14)




2024-04-27

feeling healing

TxtIn: Hi Paul, I'm not feeling the best, will have to pass on .. coffee this week. Hope you are well.


TxtOut:Thanks bro ..


Oh God, please help this fellow while he's not

so good, at least his body feels that way.

All healing in this world's a sign of what's

to come (though death is needed. So they say.)


A sign, without it looking powerful.

So doesn't give the healéd "rights to punch"

their way through their relationships. It pulls

at heart strings, and looks weak. It needs some lunch.


And sometimes can't make promises at all,

it only can be cared for, trust in hope.

Phenomenon appears to me to call

to see sublime, while struggle-ing to cope.




2024-04-26

Less on some times..

LESS ON (, lesson, listen) UP!



I start to see just how to share life more

intuitively, and less woodenly.

I love to sit here in your presence for

you know me fully, and develop me!


You are above me, not just on my par.

You know your friends, but also know your facts.

You woke me up, and romanced me this far.

These trysts are now my life blood, sparking acts..


The kind of acts which kind-le thoughtfulness

that never would have come into my mind,

that stretch me to my limits, and make mess,

creative, altruistic, “look & find”.


They have the knack of knowing before known,

but willing, open up to all that comes

in such a way that does not swamp. As shown

by life of that young carpenter, with “bums”


and “bludgers”, people who don’t fit the sys-

tem, spilling out his life blood, day by day.

His energy and effort might have missed

‘em, but he wouldn’t miss ‘is time ta pray.


And now, I see the ways you taught him well,

to wake up, and you’re doing it with me.

I’m glad of those ol’ prophet's words1 that dwelt

in scrolls, in caves, around that old Dead Sea:


That Yahweh’s servant is himself waked up1

by Dad in mornings (like a three year old).

And being taught the import of “the cup”,

both inside and then outside he is bold.




  1. “The Sovereign Lord has given me a well-instructed tongue, to know the word that sustains the weary. He wakens me morning by morning, wakens my ear to listen like one being instructed. The Sovereign Lord has opened my ears; I have not been rebellious, I have not turned away. I offered my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who pulled out my beard; I did not hide my face from mocking and spitting. Because the Sovereign Lord helps me, I will not be disgraced. Therefore have I set my face like flint, and I know I will not be put to shame. He who vindicates me is near. Who then will bring charges against me? Let us face each other! Who is my accuser? Let him confront me! It is the Sovereign Lord who helps me. Who will condemn me? They will all wear out like a garment; the moths will eat them up.”


“Who among you fears the Lord and obeys the word of his servant? Let the one who walks in the dark, who has no light, trust in the name of the Lord and rely on their God.


“But now, all you who light fires and provide yourselves with flaming torches, go, walk in the light of your fires and of the torches you have set ablaze. This is what you shall receive from my hand: you will lie down in torment.” (Isaiah 50:4-11 NIVUK‬)


And see blog post The Sovereign LORD!